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Sometimes when i was about to sleep, i think about what happened to me that particular day and the days before. what can i do to prevent similar incidents to occur happened again. But most imptly, i will think about my family members. My mum, my dad, my sis, my grandma and all those living with me. This sentence ' Life is short ' might seem nothing to you, but if you read carefully, it meant ALOT. We read about strange incidents in the news everyday, people met into accidents, passed away in their sleep, fell sick and etc. 生老病死 is stages of our life that we need to go through. You wouldn't know when and what will happen to you, so treasure them before you can't do it as much. Even a phonecall in the mid day to check on them or ask about them is able to lift my spirits a little higher, knowing that they are good. 

I'm just a very simple guy. I don't need to live in a fancy lifestyle. I just enjoy my moments with friends and families, i love them. Its not easy for them to raise you up, treat them good and the way it should be. 

FUCK U, i hate MAE. please get me out of MAE, throw me into ADM for goodness sake. RAWR

i am glad that its just 60 days before my pink ic returns. got quite a number of leave and offs to clear. :p ^ ^ It's boring being in the office, staring into the screen. I was online till so late last night, and now i feel like i'm still on american time. Net lag argghh. >.<

boss is retiring from service. quite a number of friends having their birthdays parties here and there. was thinking of coming up with cartoon caricatures for them. It looks interesting and nice. haha. trying to sketch out a few right now, shall upload the pictures later if it looks good! :) talking about uni, I'm sort of trying to get myself prepare for it, perhaps shall crash into some classes soon. so worried about uni, i want wanna get good grades.

alot of friends were wondering why did i join cheerleading after so many years of volleyball. it was the stunts, handstands and flips that attracted me :p  never thought that i could do a handstand *even if by the wall*. HAHA! i'm like so huge and both my wrists were like fractured before. It's really nice to think that i do a handstand. to others it might seemed to be a small little thing, but it meant so much to me! that day after training, my hand became swollen! freaked me out! but thankfully its just some contortion of muscle tissues.

bangkok trip is coming! hehehe!
Aim for this trip:
get like 3 x tailor shirts, pants, etc.
get those funky shirts.
shoes, ties.and MANGO! *slurp*..
perhaps go some clubs to have a look too.. :P

OCS - Officer Cadet School

It's been quite a while since i last typed my entry here. Looking at the past few entries that i've posted, it makes me think back of service term. Staying in tango wing with fellow buddies are the most happiest period in OCS. We train hard each day, motivates one another and helping out with what others need to do.

Here, I'm in Alpha wing. doing my RCP for the next 24 days to come. All of beacuse of a ND in thailand. Seriously, compared to Alpha wing, I rather have my professional term with Tango Wing. Although i had made new friends in here no matter they are sispec crossover or commandos from hendon camp, I similarly enjoy my moments with them.

Instructors from both wings aren't similar, some of them made our life tough, some of them made us enjoy our tough training. I rather stay in Tango Wing. Whatever it is, soon it will mark an end to my time in OCS. I'm so stressed out each day that I use food as a way to make myself feel better. Pro term makes me F.A.T !

Things have changed. I'm transferred to the Infantory (Alpha Wing). I'm booking in tonight. Booking out tomorrow for a specialist appointment. I wonder if I would be given any status. I hope NONE!

It's always so emotional when it gets to the end of something and yet preparing for a new start.

It's been 6 months since i enter to serve the army. Life in army is regimental and seriously boring. I'm on block leave now, spending each day meeting different friends enjoying life here and there. I've watched 2 movies recently, 'sherlock holmes' and 'the fourth kind'.Both are nice movies though and I'm planning to watch more! :D

Been spending time thinking, Army.. army army.. Should I give my best or rather just spend the 2 years in NS as a man? Officer vs Man? My mum doesn't want me to work so hard, she wants me out of OCS instead. Injuries are part and parcel of soldier's life. It's normal. I understand i've got disabilities in my legs which one is longer than the other. But what could you expect me to do? Can i change that? NO! I've gone through half the training, my friends are flying off to brunei tomorrow and I should be flying in 1 months' time. Endure and go through that!

Each day, I'm just trying to make myself feels good, feels better. Living a cheerful lifestyle is better than moaning each day. I'm a very very emotional person and just hope things will turn out well. I hate things to be handle badly.

What's after NS.
1. Continue to pursue a degree in NTU or NUS. (which i've got one place in NTU.)
2. Find out the work scope during Uni working attachment.
3. Leave Singapore, work oversea. Area of study : HongKong, Taiwan, Australia.

Augus Ho Kwok Peng is definitely a slacker for today. Initially suppose to play tennis today, but ends up playin table tennis in school. It was definitely a good day as he thrashed jason initally 4-1 before jason chased back to 5-3. Main point = I'm the winner! :D I wanted to make a visit to adidas warehouse for 30 bucks for a pair of shoes, but well.. we make our way to town for some left 4 dead and movies. ARRgh.. miss my last day warehouse sales~!

Movies with stella n jason, watching the Handsome Suit. It was sort of a japanese comedy? telling us the values in life with comical scenarios. Very imaginative, it's cool ! I'll give it a rating of 8/10. watch it!!!

 

其实每个男孩，本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的。
其实每个男孩，本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的。
其实每个男孩，本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。
其 实每个男孩，本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的。 只是，没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩，她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚，太古板，没有情趣。 于是男孩开始改变，变成女孩喜欢的那种嘴角挂着坏坏的笑玩世不恭或者幽默，开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心里想说的话，开始学会假装关心，学会给女孩送小饰物 讨好她，学会如何追求，如何把握爱情。或者看破红尘，游戏情场，成为女人恨恨的那种男人。

他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心但是他们也会在黑的夜里叼着烟流泪心里有爱的时候，没有女孩。有了女孩，却永远没有了爱的感觉 在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候 他们不会再去努力做个好男人，只是微笑着擦肩而过。
其实,男人的坏是为女人量身定做的,也是女人推波助澜的。有名著伪证，张爱玲说：如果你不调戏女人,她会说你不是一个男人；如果你调戏她,她又说你不是一个上等人。如此,做男人就难了。男人们只好选择：宁愿不做上等人,也要先做个男人,哪怕是个坏男人。

把 这句话延伸开去,类似的问题太多了,每一点都在催促男人坏---- 如果你赞美她,她会认为你是有目的的,但要是你不赞美她,她会认为你太没绅士风度了；假如你把气氛控制很浪漫,你就一定是情场老手,如果不是,那你根本还 不够成熟。 如果你常常去找她,她会觉得烦腻,但是如果你不去找她,她会责备你薄情寡义。

如果你吃醋,她会说你心胸狭隘,可是如果你完全不吃醋,她又会认为你根本不把她放在眼里。 如果你过马路的时候没有照顾他,那你这人缺乏教养,要是你小心照顾他过马路,她又会说这是男人的花招。
如 果你飞快的吻她一下,她会说你这人很冷漠,如果你吻的太多,她会大叫说你吃她豆腐。 你若是多看了某个女人两眼,她会指责你到处对女人调情,如果是其他男人盯着她看,她会说他们只是欣赏而已。 在女人如此复杂的天罗地网中,男人不得不每天变坏一点点坏到一定境界。他就坏的极有味道,坏的令人心动,他就是这个新坏男人时代的领风人物了,是男性世界 给女人预备的毒药。